being involved in a passion project is insane. nothing else matters – almost; sometimes its hard to balance other priorities. the hope is that everything pays off in the end – however the journey will have a payoff in itself. the more learned we become the more prepared we are to tackle fresh challenges in the future. i wish there wasn’t such a sharp discrepancy between the external and the internal. i want to be able to combine the two and achieve a more taught control over the elements in my life. with every new song, a new metaphor of balance, time, and complementary moving parts is formed.