sometimes i hit parties up to be all partied up. but now when i hit parties up i feel all partied out. no one focuses on me. most don’t notice when i’m silent. i’m not motivated to do crazy shit – rather i quite enjoy observing the scene around me and sipping my minty bourbon drink. there’s one radiant girl that’s off limits, but i feel her inhabiting this same world of mine. in this zone i find myself attracting memorable conversation from those i least expected.