it’s 2:43 am and i’m tired so i’m going to sleep

i’m drawing a blank. There’s a ton inside me right now, but i don’t even know where to begin. i just saw this movie – eternal sunshine of the spotless mind – and it made me feel a lot of different emotions that i can’t quite pinpoint. i’m feeling mind fucked right now. it was kind of beautiful, because at the end i realize the point the movie is making – in time, humans are gonna find things about each other that they don’t like or find to be optimal, especially when they identify on a deep level with that person. What the movie is saying is: who cares – you both obviously like and care about each other. Don’t miss out on the opportunity to make each other happy due to the fact that neither of you fit the perfect description that your minds had already drawn out. No one ever will. And also (a little addition of my own) if you didn’t miss out on that opportunity, then don’t miss out on the opportunity to know and remember the feeling, no matter how messed up the situation seems on the outside.

firma