Time

Heez de Paula Song 1. 2012. Tip of the iceberg. Wrote this on a cold and rainy November couple dayz in Dallas and Austin TX

My dog died today I didn’t even say bye to it
I didn’t pet it goodnight and when I woke up
I see her body on the floor all froze up
But hold up/ I still got to wake up
I know it’s an animal but she got me asking questions
Dinner conversations not even a mention
My whole childhood she stayed in the same spot
She just had us/ I have us and hip-hop
But seriously though, what we doin’ here though?
why do i sit in math class for a year for?
Don’t mean to be cliche, but shit don’t last forever
This time it really hit me, hardest hit ever
Talking bout hits people now smoking weed
People few years back swearing that won’t be me
Where did my childhood go/ playing hide and seek with it
Just looking at old albums, trying to get a peep at it

I’ll be runnin, I’ll be runnin till the end of time, time
Asking questions, asking questions, answers hard to find time

But it’s way over my head like a motherfucking guillotine
Breaking spleens for these long time dreams with it
Even when I’m cold, something burns inside me
Tryna get rid of these longtime fiends
Add an “r”. Do you know who your friends are?
Losing consciousness, call my flow stream
Bars are in my future, behind em or at em
This girls got me with her lashes when she bat em
And I’m sorry if right now I’m getting philosophical
I’m hotter than the sun, cooler than abominable
Snowman, yes Im a snowman
Call me tinman, cuz a heart I don’t own one
I ran to earth from heaven
I realized I just came from the good parts of earth
Birth, now that’s something ironic/ Mix pain and love-you get life, then beyond it

I’ll be runnin, I’ll be runnin till the end of time, time
Asking questions, asking questions, answers hard to find time

Who knows what lies ahead?
Besides the food, drank and bitches in the bed
For now, I’m just tryna make and spend bread
I’m a spider spinning flows and then lying in my web
Why is it in rap money’s the underlying theme
Always talking bout what people like to call the dream
Just being sick, but never being patient
Living in a world where there ain’t no complacence
Between sanity and crazy lies a really thin fence
I determine my success by how much people I offend
I ain’t cool with 9 mill cuz I’d rather have 10
I ain’t cool with women no more I’d rather have men
Pause, just made you go through menopause
I saw your pants drop and your minds hop with open jaws
But mommy, Tommy’s just fighting for a cause
The cause is to kill people by dropping atomic bombs

I’ll be runnin, I’ll be runnin till the end of time, time
Asking questions, asking questions, answers hard to find time

firma